tak tau harus dimulai dari mana.
bahkan aku benar benar tak tau apakah perasaan ini benar benar ada.
yang pasti, aku merasa menggila dibuatnya.
perasaan itu datang begitu saja tanpa aku sadari.
aku serius....aku benar benar tak tau bahwa sejak pertama aku melihatnya
aku telah jatuh hati padanya.
pandangan matanya yang menyejukkan hatiku.
benar benar membuatku tak bisa berhenti memandang lurus ke matanya.
argh....kenapa susah sekali membaca matamu.
sekalipun terlalu sering aku melihat ke dalamnya.
aku selalu merasa nyaman di dekatnya,
seakan akan ia melindungiku.
tapi, saat tau masih ada gadis lain di hatimu.
rasanya aku ingin berteriak, "CAN YOU REMOVE THAT GIRL, FROM YOUR MIND AND LOOK AT ME?"
tapi aku sadar, aku tak punya kekuatan untuk mengatakannya.
aku tak punya hak, bahkan hanya untuk sekedar berharap untuk memilikimu.
kau selalu bilang, "kita adalah keluarga, i love you because you're my sister".
tidak.....aku tidak menginginkan itu, aku ingin lebih.
bukan sebagai saudara, tapi sebagai seorang gadis.
aku akan menunggumu, aku akan menunggu hingga kau sadar bahwa aku menunggumu.
aku akan menunggumu, sebagai " YOUR SECRET ADMIRER"
A
man ranbyin a hurry. thenhe stoppedin
front of adoor. baby's
voice from insidethe room.
“ ah..my baby was born.” Said that man. “
now I am a father.”
Suddenly, his phone rang.
“hello, oh I will go now.” He go before he
see his son.
His son grewquickly. And he
didn’t know it. Someday he came home with caring the ball for hi son.
“thank you dday, I love you.” Said his
children.
“ok, not problem. By the way,what your dream?”
“I am gonna be like you dad.”
“really.hohoho……oh my son.”
“dad, would you play ball with me?”
“oh, I am sorry dear. I must go now?
“again?”
“yes, are you okay?”
“yes dad.”
“ok, see you.”
“someday, I am gonna be like my father..yes…”
said his son.
His son play ball alone. He fell so lonely and miss his father very
much. He want play ball with his father.
“oh father, I miss you so much. When you’ll
come to home?” said his son while on the phone.
“not now, dear. I am so busy now.”
“ok dad, I understand. Take care your body.”
the child continues togrow, untilhe becamea manandhis songet
married and havechildren. his
fatherhadretiredfrom his job. thechild wasto be likehis father, alwaysbusyregardless of his son.His father speak to his son.
“ why didn’tyou ever play with your son?”
“I haven’ttime for my son. I am so busy.”
“can’t you give a moment of your time for
your son?”
“ I am sorry,I can’t dad.”
“why?”
“ I just became like you, dad. You haven’t
time for your family.”
His
father was shocked and crying.
“ so you hate me?”
“no, I never hate you dad. I just be like
you.”
“ no, you can’t be like me.”
“why dad? You not care about your family and
you a successed man.”
“ I am a successful man. But I regret about
it. You kbnow why? Because I can’t play with you, watch you grow, ang teach you
everything. I regret it now.” Crying his father.
“ are you serious dad?” said his soncompassion
“yes, I am sorry dear. I can’t give you
enough love.”
“no dad, you give me enough love. I’m sorry
too dad.” Said his son and then they embraced.
threemenwalking together.
a grandfather, a fatherand a son. theywalked
withjoy.becausethey area happy family